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About charitythomas

I am a highly skilled, innovative and experienced Art Department Coordinator, Associate Producer and Production Supervisor looking to bring my skills in-house. While working with talented and globally recognized musicians, producers, directors and networks such as Viacom, BP, HBO, Buscuit Filmworks, Anonymous Content, RSA, MJZ, Goldcrest Films, ESPN, Target and MAC Cosmetics, Barry Levinson and Spike Lee. I have a collaborative leadership style with a proven track record of producing projects on time and budget without compromising quality. I hold an M.A in Media Studies from The New School University and a Bachelor of Arts in Radio, TV, and Film from Howard University and extensive experience as a freelancer. I am looking for a home to develop and build a long lasting production team. Find me here: http://charitythomas.org

Wolf of Wall Street

18 Feb 2014

Decadent, obscene, NYC in the 90’s.  That’s the NYC I knew.  I wasn’t into coke, but I was on my way to being a drunk by then and the drinks just kept flowing.   I didn’t have drug-crazed orgies, but I didn’t need an excess of drugs to express myself.  I was in hip-hop land and its excesses mirrored the economic sector in that they were comrades. 

The film’s soundtrack is full of songs that epitomized the era, while still being the whitewashed commercial versions of them.  Glittery pounding hip hop beats that celebrate having a lot of showy, flashy expensive things to prove to the world that you’re smarter, better, stronger than everyone else.  I saw an old Friends the other day that had a whole thing about a baby loving the song “Baby Got Back”.  It’s ubiquitous in today’s society.  And I watched that in the UK.  In England I’ve seen commercials with Snoop selling something or another, that part had been more difficult here.  Watching how much America’s cultural imperialism is spreading a subtle racism globally…but that’s for another day.

Back to the film.  Tons of coke, tons of narcissistic, immature, insecure behavior.  Perfect American film.  And Patsy was in it as the matriarch character.  Perfect.  Pats.  Looking lovely Joanna Lumley.  And that terrifying moment I think I’m going to see a sex scene between Leo and Pats.

He cheated a lot of people, he was a total jackass.  He lost, kinda.  Three hours later, the end.  Because the reality of what happened is that it happened to real people who suffered real consequences http://www.laweekly.com/informer/2013/12/26/an-open-letter-to-the-makers-of-the-wolf-of-wall-street-and-the-wolf-himself?showFullText=true

In this space, the realities of the inequities become crystal clear.  The idea that his little dude got to make all this money on nothing is truly the American Dream.  To work kinda hard for a lot of material things that have no bearing on, or to obfuscate, one’s true humanity.  

Love

It’s strange posting this as a married lady, but this girl exists in here too…

Soft like an easy chair-

my ass.

It’s just the mood I’m in right now, I guess.

I don’t write about love-

don’t want to write about it because it makes

me feel like a romantic fool.

There’s no room for romantic notions

in a hyper technologized world of IM.

The time to develop the intensity of feelings

and bonds of trust have become truncated into

smiley faces and empty and

quick “I love you emails” and text messages.

I say it so much that the feelings I used to have

when I felt it is gone.

The heat and swelling in my chest.

The flush of my cheeks.

My hands going numb.

Ears throbbing and mind made blank by an emotion

so intensely overwhelming there was, as

the alcoholics would say, the magnificence of God.

But I say it back to everybody that says it to me and

when I think about how much I don’t mean it-

it only adds to the emptiness I feel

about my everyday existence.

When I don’t think about it but feel how empty it is

All I want to do is drink.

Booze is no muse though.

It only magnifies the desperation of being surrounded by

I love you’s and not feeling loved.

It does, however, temporarily hide the fact that all of

this means nothing.

Nihilism is on short order after a bottle or two of montepulciano.

And whisky knocks it down that much better.

So love-

I’m writing about love and it’s new status as an apparition.

A ghost of what was and what everybody hopes to attain

Without knowing its true nature.

With no experience base of its highs and lows.

Because sans this understanding of the heart and mind

that relegated it to the dream realm,

the nether regions,

we all believe in reality TV’s version of love.

And that’s some real bullshit.

Derby Night- Liverpool vs Everton

28 Jan 14 we went to the Liverpool/Everton Derby (pronounced darby because…the British) and just when I think American sports took the fan out of fanatic, I always remember that the British do it better. 

Ben & I had driven up from Letchworth.  It’s our honeymoon.

Notes from the game: 

Clapclapclapclapclap

Oooooooooh

Liverpool is up 4 to 0.  My husband’s on his feet.  Whistles. Heys.

Suarez is playing his ass off

Songs I don’t know the words to

A crowd that knows all of them singing in unison. Big sounds. Estatiscism. Excitement.

Clapping. Cheering. Real cheering.

Cheers of fans who’ve been here for years who love and follow every moment of this team.

Come on Liverpool. Come on make it count. Ya little bastards.

They did.  We woke up late, His hand is bruised. He had mud all over the back of his jeans and jacket.  My shoes were mud covered.  I was mad at him.  We had our first fight of the trip.  We worked it out during the 4h drive.  I like us together very much.  

I have to become a better boycotter…

Sochi 2014

I’m boycotting the Sochi Winter Olympics.  I can’t abide their social policies and the amount of graft and corruption used to build the stadiums in the warmest part of Russia.  & DUH!  There are TONS of gays there! People don’t have clean water as a nation but they spent a shit ton of money, how much is still up for debate, but it was a lot.

The problem is, I’m watching the Olympics.  I LOVE THE OLYMPICS.  I’ve watched them for almost 40 years now, and although the summer ones are my favorite, I love the humanity of them all.  Sure the winter ones are full of rich kids who can afford to spend enough time snowboarding & skiing to make it to the world stage of sport, but watching skiers fall makes me laugh.  I know it’s not right, but it does.  & speed skaters thighs…whoo!

So I’m sneaking and watching them here in Liverpool with my groom and laughing.  I’m cheating on my own boycott.  The thing that makes me go back to the strength of my convictions: curling.

Three Ways to Build Your Novel’s Foundation

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The “Now What?” Months are here! In 2014, we’ll be bringing you advice from authors who published their NaNo-novels, editors, agents, and more to help you polish November’s first draft until it gleams. Author Melissa Landers provides a blueprint for laying the structure for your final draft:

Greetings, fellow Wrimos! I’m Melissa Landers, and I understand your post-November angst. Four years ago, I had just come down from the high of finishing my very first novel. The elation had faded a bit, but I still felt like a rock star… until I read my manuscript and realized what a hot mess it was.

I had faith that there was a great story buried beneath those 50,000 hastily-written words, but I didn’t know how to unearth it. No one had ever taught me to write fiction, let alone edit it. So I spent the next year and a half in a constant state of revision, gleaning what I could from self-editing texts and critique partners. I rewrote—not revised, but actually rewrote—Alienated five times before it sold. But in the sage words of Sweet Brown, “Ain’t nobody got time for that.”

To save you a heap of suffering, here are the editing steps I wish I’d taken:

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Hey Kurt Sutter- Thanks.

I’m re-watching SoA from the beginning with my husband in the UK and knowing what I know (I’m current) is enlightening.  You have been so respectful of your audience.  You didn’t go all Heroes on us and act like every week was a brand new series with a new set of rules and characters.  

There’s a line in “Giving Back” after Gemma asks Clay a favor and tells him she loves him and he said that loves going to kill him.  Even writing this now I don’t want to give too much away for those still watching because it’s so rich an experience it should be savored and respected.  I just wanted to tell you thanks for taking the time and fighting so hard to keep your vision.  I know it’s been tough.  I’m always checking for you on the internet and I must say that as much as I love Mad Men, you’ve been jerked around.  But Mad Men doesn’t use the word pussy, which makes your show touch my inner city heart more.  

Your character arcs have been true to and beautiful and I really appreciate your voice.  

Thanks again,

Charity

I’m a married lady in Letchworth UK

I got here last Friday without incident.  (Last time I came I got held in immigration because being a writer isn’t a proper job and I hadn’t known Ben for very long according to some old man stranger.  Oh, and I’m black.) We drove up to Letchworth which is about an hour north of London and began settling in.  We got some fish and chips.  I started unpacking my bag of dirty clothes (cause I was skint on my way here, waiting for a check that didn’t come til yesterday) and getting myself generally acclamated to the house and such.  We live in a rented room, but have free reign of the entire house while the owner’s away in Thailand.  

It’s cute.  It has a garden and I watch the birds in the morning at the feeder.  There’s been no bird related violence.  So different from NY where pigeons will turn on each other for a piece of fried chicken.  Cannibals!

I walked around town and met Ben at the grocery.  It was all so civilized. We bought food and booze to get us through the weekend cause we were on a budget.  He’d sent me a bunch of money for immigration and such (FUCK YOU SENATE & CONGRESS!  EXTEND UNEMPLOYMENT BENEFITS!) so he was on thin ice too. But we got some wine and steaks and whiskey and veggies and breakfast food and were all couplely.  We ate and drank and talked our way through the weekend.  It was our honeymoon.

That was the first weekend we were together alone as a married couple doing regular things.  We went to a pub to have a beer and watch some of the match on Sunday before realizing we could do that at home.  Then made Sunday roast and chilled before he had to go to work the next day. I feel like I’ve been washing dishes and clothes for a week.  It explains why my house is such a mess.  This housework is for real.  

Then we went to the Derby in Liverpool Tuesday (which will be further explored in another post) and now I’ve finally gotten to the point where I am sitting here writing and going to post about being a married lady.  

I guess I’m making it up as I go along.  It’s like being boyfriend and girlfriend for life.  I’m aware of trying not to look like a slob, but I hadn’t showered by the time he got home yesterday.  Going to bed when he goes to bed, which is bloody early to my NY internal time.  It’s like going to bed at 4 in the afternoon.  And waking up when he does which is 4a and none of my friends are up yet to talk to on the Facebook, except my Cali peeps. 

There’s a lot more to unpackage but this is a start.

But I’m excited to have a husband that I like very much even when we’re both being big drunk babies.  

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cheeskisrantsandraves:

I wrote this in 2004….

Irony’s always ironic.

America pumps it’s market driven interests throughout the globe only to naively ask, “Why do people hate us?” and then answer their own question with “because we’re free”. Now I now one true fact about my life – IT AIN’T FREE.

Art ain’t free. It’s…

It Ain’t Free

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cheeskisrantsandraves:

I’ve got a few tax things I need to take care of. So I decided to share some of my favorite parts of what’s taxable. These are from the IRS in the “Miscellaneous Income”:

Bribes. If you receive a bribe, include it in your income.

-Really? You can just say that?

Foreign…

The IRS Is Serious